I have absolutely no idea how to start this. So, buckle in folks, it's going to be a sad one. (Yes, I am aware of how cringe that was, but in my defence, how else do you start a blog post about death?) I thought I knew what it felt like to be sad. I had fallen out with friends, experienced depression, and had a toxic workplace. But, on December 12th 2024, I learnt how sad I could actually feel. My grandad, Malcolm, had passed away. It was the most confusing experience of my l